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Today’s the day…

July 26, 2012

Today’s the day you take charge of your life. You achieve your goals.

You eliminate the fear. You increase your confidence.

You make the right choices.

Today you believe in yourself.

Today you tell yourself you will succeed.

You can do anything you want. You can achieve any goal you can imagine.

Today you direct your subconscious mind and your inner powers.

You tell them exactly what you want. You eliminate the negative thoughts and the negative beliefs.

You do the right things at the right time. You make the right choices. You meet the right people. You choose the right opportunities.

Because you make the right decisions.

Forget what happened in the past. No longer dwell on any mistakes. If things didn’t work out learn and move forward.

You can succeed when you direct your inner powers and your subconscious mind to bring you what you want. And doing that is simple.

Think about what you want. Get a clear idea. Think about why you want it. Think about the benefits, and how you will feel when you achieve your goals. Really get into the feeling in your mind. Feel your excitement and the pride you have in yourself upon achieving your goal. Don’t think about what you don’t want. Instead, focus your attention on what you do want. Now tell yourself that you have what you want. That you know what to do to get what you want.

Then direct your subconscious mind and your inner powers to bring you what you want. Give them the right instructions and you’ll enjoy greater success. Today’s the day you take control of your thoughts and direct your inner powers and subconscious mind.

You’re more powerful than you realize.

You have amazing powers within you.

All you have to do is direct these powers to create the success, happiness and joy that you want.

Your subconscious mind and your inner powers are always at work.

They respond to your thoughts, your beliefs and your attitudes.

If you’re not enjoying life, If you’re not in the right relationship, If you’re not as successful as you want to be, If you’re not making as much money as you want, Then you’re not giving your inner powers and your subconscious mind the right instructions. Instead, you’re telling them to create more of what you don’t want. And so you make the wrong choices, you don’t take the right steps and and you continue to struggle. You doubt yourself and you lose confidence.

And so you condition yourself to struggle, or not get what you want.

The doubts continue. And things get worse.

But it doesn’t have to be that way.

Keep taking charge of your thoughts. You have been programmed over a long period of time to be who you are now, so be patient with yourself when changing your beliefs. Keep thinking about what you want – not what you don’t want.

When you think about what you don’t want you attract more of what you don’t want. Your subconscious and your inner powers simply respond to what you constantly think about and believe.

So change what you think about. Direct your thoughts to what you want. Have beliefs that focus on what you want. Believe in yourself and believe in your ability. Start directing your inner powers and your subconscious mind to bring you exactly what you want

Tell yourself that you are a powerful person. More powerful than you realize. Believe in yourself and believe in your abilities.
Tell yourself that you can accomplish anything you want.
Today’s the day you take control of your life. Today you direct your inner powers and subconscious mind. Today you create the life you want.


New Computers

December 1, 2008

I have a budget of $6,000 to build 2 new computers for myself. I’ve paid for my new computers and am now waiting for them to be built and delivered.

In my living room I will set up a media centre with a large hard drive to hold all my music, television recordings, photos, games and movies. With a large screen for display this will be my main source of entertainment.

I’ll also have a laptop for web browsing, writing and general computing but the laptop will be able to access the media centre via my wireless network to stream movies, music, etc. I most likely will also want to play games on the laptop.

I already have a wireless router and network set up in my house. I also have a Logitech Z-5500 5.1 Dolby Digital speaker system with digital S/PDIF connection.

With your assistence I also want to develop a wireless mesh network in Naracoorte. The requirements of such a network should also play into the hardware requirements of my new computers.

To work out the specifics of my new computers I have used the following websites:

Laptop MSI GX630/AMDZM80/4G/320GB/V-HPr


  • AMD Turion X2 Ultra ZM-80 Dual Core 2.1 GHz


  • 15.4 inch
  • WXGA
  • ACV (Amazing Crystal Vision)

Graphics Card

  • NVIDIA GeForce 9600M GT
  • 512Mb DDR3 VRAM


  • 4 GB (2×2 GB)
  • DDR2 667

Hard Drive

  • 320 GB SATA
  • 5,400 rpm

Optical Drive

  • DVD Super Multi


  • 4-in-1 Card Reader (SD/MMC/MS/MS Pro)
  • Built-in Gigabit Ethernet LAN & Modem Module
  • Built-in 802.11 b/g WLAN (will add either 802.11n internal card or Netgear WN511 Cardbus Adapter)
  • Bluetooth V2.0+EDR
  • Graphics Card Output (15-pin, D-Sub) x1
  • USB 2.0 ports x3
  • Mic-In port x1
  • Headphone Output x1
  • Modem port x1
  • LAN port x1
  • PCI Express Card x1
  • eSATA x1
  • HDMI x1
  • Li-Ion 6 cells
  • Targus carry bag
  • integrated 2.0 Megapixel webcam

Operating System

Media Centre


  • AMD Athlon 64 Quad Phenom 9950 2.6 GHz 4MB cache AM2 CPU


Graphics Card

  • Asus EN9600GT/HTDI/512MB


  • Kingston 2GB DDR2 800MHz x2

Hard Drive

  • Seagate 1 Tb Barracuda ST31000340AS 32MB cache

Optical Drive

  • Pioneer BDC-502BK Blue-Ray player


  • Antec Fusion Remote Max HTPC


  • Asus M3N-H/HGMI GF8300 AM2+ GBL HD Audio Firewire, S/PDIF, PCI x3, PCI-E16 x1, PCI-E x1
  • Netgear WN311B RangeMax Wireless-N PCI Adapter
  • Belkin Bluetooth USB Adapter v2.0 (100m range) (mounted internally)
  • Fusion DFUDVI-130 Dual 4 tuner card
  • Antec EarthWatts 650W PSU

Operating System

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August 26, 2008

From my neck to my tail bone my whole spine is sending out pain. Not the dull in the background & easily ignored pain it used to be but lately it is the pain that says “here I am, listen to me, listen to me,….”

I have no energy. It takes 2 hours of a morning for me to get out of bed. I feel like I have a hangover with the aching all over but this has lasted for at least a week at this level.

The pain messes with my head as well. I can’t concentrate, I make mistakes and they are occurring more often. Driving can be a struggle. All that I need to think about to function daily has to push it’s way to the front of my head as the pain has prime position. It’s like noise inside my head and the clear sounds of thoughts I need have to wade through the fog to perform their duties. The fog is thick at the moment.

A person could go insane dealing with this. Some think I am insane or on drugs. I fight this every day to exist in the real world. I fight every day to remain me. The pain could take over and I would become a complaining, frustrated, angry person constantly looking for pity. I am so frustrated now I nearly cried in front of my sister this afternoon when I talked to her about the pain I am in. My head is in a place where I don’t want to be. I don’t want pity. I want to be fixed…. now!

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Now I AM scared!

August 14, 2008

I’ve just been to the local chiropractor who I discussed further options for treatment of my spine. He cannot refer me to a specialist himself so I am going to out-patients at the local hospital.

Chiropractor stated (and I already guessed) that any treatment requiring surgery would have me out of action for at least 3 months and possibly 6 months. How do I survive that long without work, how do I pay for extended hospital time? Will I come out the other end better off or, like the chiropractor warned, will any treatment cause more problems?

I have put up with this for too long and now I will find out what help there is for me.

I want to do whatever is necessary to fix/improve my spine as now I know where I am headed I need clear thoughts to be able to achieve my goal.

Circle of Sacrifice

August 12, 2008

Money makes us sacrifice the things we want so that we can make money so that we can afford what we want

Unfortunately but I’m at the start of this circle!!

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